I haven’t been on here in ages. I wish I have been. Maybe it would have helped me stay motivated and THIN. But no. I gained a disgusting amount of weight and I just want to DIE. 168.6
I do not remember the last time I weighed this much… maybe like 3 years ago
when me and my boyfriend started seeing each other in November I was still 130lbs. in December I decided to go on birth control which I was on until april or so. by that time I weighed almost 160lbs. Now its July, and I weigh 168.6 instead of dropping weight I gained it….
Im a fat lazy lard. I hate myself.